SPM

everyone, im really sorry for everything
i just want to wish all the best to every each of you who will be sitting for spm

friends,
i know ive hurt you.directly or indirectly
but as a normal human being,
i can't stop myself from doing mistakes
eventhough im not forgiven
i'll always pray for you guys
thank you and i'm sorry..

you

hey,
I know im guilty bt no one is perfect.
why can't you just accept me the way I am?
why can't you accept me like anyone else?
why can't you be happy when I am?
I'll change bt I need time..
trust and faith..why can't i get that?
I just don't understand.it's just so UNFAIR..
I'm sorry..and thank you..
for every single thing.
please pretend like I don't ever exist..that's the best.
i love you..

bestfriend

strepsils is my current bestfriend! :)
hah im bored :0

3 DAYS AT KAMPUNG
NO MINERAL WATER
SORE THROAT
NO VOICE
END

bay is still enjoying her sakibaki raya

RAYA IV

3 syawal
It's time to go back home.
goodbye raya.goodbye kampung
hello putrajaya and HELLO SPM!!
enough said.
















*bunga api :)















*the little cousins playing bunga api.stock clearance! :)















*the Ghaffar's :)















*adults' discussion :)















*timer :)




















*Goodbye :)

end of raya posts
3syawal
thank you

RAYA III

2 syawal
so it was a hectic day.
raya smpai mlm.yep!its very enjoyable
mlm ade open house rumah nek lagi
plus FULUS BERTAMBAH2 FROM TIME TO TIME :DD
seronok.
bt in dt particular happy moment pon still there ws ths uncmfrtable feelings.
rmai wan dan atok2 yg mengharapkan kejayaan spm.
mula lah mereka berkata2..
"dh masuk sekolah johor tuh mesti dapat result yg bagus2, kalau tak buat apa tgglkan mak ayah 5 tahun.." ,
"atok doakan ayang berjaya lah ye"
ye.ye..i just nodded.dont knw what else to do.mm.
ada jugak yg kluakan duit tmbhn.
"nah.nh nk bgi semangat spm buat betul2!"
rasa bersalah pon ada nk ambil duit tu.
anyways.thank you all.I'm going to do my very best in SPM.
do pray for me.and those other candidates too :')

dah dah enough with this.nah cuci mata dgn gmba2 nh,





















*ma and ayah.scnd day ayah with those daun2 kering :)




















*hello :)















*Along, Aina, Aiman and Afwan@biwan :)















*Tokwan, Atok, Wan teh :)















*Abang fahmi, Fit, Kakak.cousins Ipoh mari :)















*Aina enjoying her nasi campur after a day full of lemang and ketupat :)















*mustaFAridah.incomplete :)















*Big bro :)















*kngah with her bunga api in Medan,Indonesia :)
ohh,how I wished you were here with us :')




















*on the way to nek's openhouse.it's just a walking distance.peace :)




















*Along and Asfar@Bifar.in front of nek's house :)




















*Along listening to nek uda and ma cnversation :)















*they were enjoying their foods :)

* the Malik's :)

end of a hectic day
2syawal
thank you

RAYA II

1 syawal
1) I woke up and took my shower
2) I sat in the house with those other ladies [except Tokwan sbb dia ikut prgi msjid] while the men went to the mosque.smbhyg raya lah ape lagi ;p
3) I sat upstairs tekan2 phone and sent msgs to my dudes and dudettes
4) Mama asked me to help her with those baju2 yg belum digosok
5) I ate rendang and nasi impit [xreti eja] for bfast
6) Maktam and family were home around 12.mula lah bay dgn kuzie dia.SPM SPM SPM.gah :0
7) then..I went raya-ing to sanaksaudara houses.from lubuk cina to pengkalan pauh then to terendak!hee.sampai mlm lah beb,
8) Along tak ikot raya sbb nk tggu uncles and aunties yg lain blk.he got his own plans with my cousins.
9) Arrived at kpg at 1130.Ayah stucked with football dekat rumah Paklong Karim
10) Ayahlong and family were back.yes bertambah lagi!

enjoy the pictures :))





















*FULL SIZE.raya with slippers :)

*Along the Kapla.playing PS2 with cousins :)















*meet Maktam and family and photographers :)




















*Mak@Maknjang and family in purple :)















*single mother.Makincheq, Nabil and Nurin :)




















*Nurin and Aina.the little cousins :)
















*ppl says we look alike.think so?















*Along the eldest grandson with Wan andak [atok's sister] :)















*Soto.fav dish during raya [Wan andak's house.soto kawkaw punyaaa!]
ps/bay is nt into lemang




















*Along enjoying his soto :)















*Bay with her soto.nak? :)

end of the first day of raya
1 syawal
thank you